I feel like it is that time again, where I put myself into selfish situations. I can't believe sometimes the things that humanity can come up with. This is reality and its staring me straight in the face.
I guess I saw you standing there, then I noticed it was her by your side,and what amazed me was that I thought she would've been a stranger, I guess I was hoping for her to be a stranger.
Things in this lifetime keep suprising me. Sometimes, I wonder, when I'll be that girl, the one standing by someones side and that someone will look at me the way you do.
I think that I don't give those guys the time of day. Am I scared?
I keep attracting myself to trouble.
I need to find a way out.
There have been times lately when I look at you and you're so simple. It feels as if your a brick wall there to keep me from falling, but its not the same. I keep telling myself to let you go. Just let go, but deep in my soul I think you know.
Times when you come around; Do you feel the electricity between us. It is so tangible to me, but are you oblivious.
Times when you don't come around for days, makes me feel like I'm a doll at play.
Can we figure out what we are? Can you figure out what you want?
I'm in this in between.
Creep in, slowly.
Don't let go.
Creep in, quietly.
Don't let it show,
Keep your feelings locked inside.
I think you know.
I know there is this hope, simmering to the top.
Don't stop.
Don't stop.