Sometimes words can't express the feeling when your heart falls into the pit of your stomach,
it can't express the feeling of doubt and insecurities hidden behind your smile,
it can't describe the way your heart incessantly beats but in an instance is silenced beyond belief.
Sometimes trying can't even produce a smile at the end of the day,
it can't nurse your wounds from others vicious thoughts and actions,
it can't comfort you when you feel your to the point of wanting to break.
Sometimes, when you try your hardest, your attempts are so futile, so unrecognized, that they are glanced over with fake smiles and charmed words.
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If a smile can fix you. Then why can't you at least fake one for my benifit.
Im trying my hardest and it seems like i shouldn't try because you don't notice them anyways.
So gouge out your eyes, if noticing isn't important.
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