So on New Years Eve, the most important thing for most people is the drinking, and Oh don't forget the kiss. Its like Valentines Day every year, the ones that don't have someone to kiss are alone. Sure, let's get as drunk as we possibly can and then maybe the whole "Kiss" won't seem like such a big thing anymore, right?
Then there is me. It is like thoughts are conflicting, like pressing against my brain where this holiday just is a bummer. Let me try to be a whole lot happier, maybe this holiday won't have to suck as much as it already does. And you know, that this is what it is. It is not going to be how I want them. I'm such a perfectionist that I want everything to go exactly how I want them; that's probably why holidays aren't much of a joyous occasion for me.
If only, I could just sleep through each holiday. Would that make everything better? Or would it just be completely worse?
The one thing I want for this new year is probably never going to happen and I should just cut my loses now, but then I would be giving up and that is not an option; Well, for me anyway.
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