Ive been working my butt off lately. Sometimes I feel run down. I've been planning things lately and I really want them to get done. I feel like sometimes I don't follow through, but this time I have set my mind into what I want. I'm tired of going through my routine of a day and then just waking up to do it again. Am I happy with where I'm at? Not really.
So this time I'm changing the things I don't like and ,well, I've felt a lot better lately. There are times where I still feel like I'm completely alone, but not this time, I'm surrounding myself with friends and even new friends I never knew I'd be talking to and that has helped a lot too. I have set these goals for myself because I'm tired of just doing what I can, the bare minimum. I've set these goals because they are possible if I work HARD for them.
These goals that I have set is to move out and find roommates so that its cheaper, so I can focus on school, get my GPA back up, gain new friendships, and be productive. That is what I plan on doing, I have a lot of back up and support that this time I'm going to get my life back on track, so I can be doing what I need to be doing the things that make me HAPPY.
When I say the word happy, I mean content, that you can go on with your day and smile; no matter how bad it gets or was. When I say the word happy, I mean when you can go to bed and feel like you had the most productive day and your tired because you were busy, active. When I say the word happy, I mean when you don't feel like you are completely alone in this world.
When I say the word happy, I mean the word happy.
It's said that smiling releases endorphines in the brain, and actually helps make your day better. Being optimistic and happy also helps put a natural 'vibe' around one that helps others days get better. Your absolutely Amazing and don't let anything or anyone have you think different Morganna:-D
ReplyDeleteYou are a very special person. I'm quite certain that no matter what you strive to accomplish in life, you will inevitably achieve happiness. You are very perceptive, distinguished, and intelligent. You always have been. It's as though all forms of chance, percentage, and probability have innately been drawn to favor you. I do not think you need roomates. I found them to be a bit of a hassle and a nuisance at times. Even as close as we were. Perhaps just a smaller less expensive living establishment would suffice in order to save monetarily? But it is not my place to say. Either way you are doing very well. Your true friends are very proud of you. I want you to know that. Keep writing and sharing your thoughts. We will always be here for you.
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