Thoughts for the day: Demon in the Night

There has been a lot going on lately. Life seems to keep getting in the way. If it's not one thing it’s another.

 Sometimes I wish life would slow down, so I can at least catch up. 

It’s a strenuous task, but I have lived to know to not give up. I work hard for what I want. I keep trying and trying and I see that there is no break.

 Life doesn't give you a break.

 Times are tough and are an emotional roller coaster ride. When to give in or when to give up? Those thoughts can play in my head for days. 

“Smile upon the way she sings, 

laugh like the wind beneath the leaves, yet, the moon revolves around the earth, she dreams to meet the sun, 

to never meet is the destiny, 

lovers never meant to be swayed, 

upon each other’s beauty they have laid, for time and time again to be bold, 

so all the other stories could be told. 

Can you empathize in the middle of the night? 

The tears will stream down your face; can you feel the loneliness of the soft embrace of a couple silver light rays?

 

Your heart aches in the cold of the day, 

the warmth the world tries to persuade to you can only be so much, 

until the nails start to fall, 

each of your memories stapled to the walls begin to crumble, 

tumble,

descend, 

your heart knows it's time for an end.

Beyond the hopes you carry, 

the burden to be loved is still attached to the heart, 

rotting with the fear of being rejected,

containing the sickening remorse of trying to love, 

a fragile heart and a fragile mind,

factitious feelings that in your soul lie. 

Future’s time is future’s will; to go beyond the shallow point of the soul is to overcome someone’s grief, the pain, the suffering. 

Take a step down to meet at the crossroads, sell each other’s soul, and fall in love. 

A price has been paid for a free ride, 

but let your lover know; Love is a demon in disguise.”