Never say Never

Honey,

Did you see -

That all this time you were slowly killing me,

Your words danced

along

my

skin,

I knew I-

 could never win.

Why is it

that

 late

at

night-

You’re the reason it feels so right,

And we can never tell a soul,

That’s why it’s leaving a gaping hole.

And I contemplate you everyday

About how I should be stronger and walk away,

But your words echo inside of my chest,

They consume my heart and make a mess,

 

And we both know,

I can never tell you farewell,

that is why I keep trying to ground myself,

 

I keep telling myself instead,

I will

never

love you,

that is what I will continue to chant inside of my head.