Insomnia

I'm feeling alone again,

I'm feeling like a worthless piece of space,

I feel guilty,

I feel like I need a place to

         escape.

I feel betrayed by my own thoughts,

they are

          selfish

beyond compare,

but here in the nighttime

I'm

         nothing.

I'm

         bare.

I feel sick to my stomach,

I feel like I need to cry,

I want you to hold me,

wait,

which one of my

          lies?

I'm losing a battle,

I've been trying to win for so long,

I'm

        drowning

in thoughts,

My aura is pitch black and

        everything

is wrong,

Can

      you

tame my soul with a song?

Could you please hold me in your arms and let me sleep?

I'm sorry but I--

I haven't slept in weeks.