Thursday, May 30, 2013

Thoughts for the day: Let us wear white

Our futures were supposed to end with the white gown and tux, don't you remember what you said when we were laughing together on the floor of my bedroom. Right now we're just stuck. I'm pretty sure we messed things up when I let you go and you gave up. But darling don't you see that the things don't matter, nothing that's in-between. I thought time would give us enough time to figure things out but we're not anywhere; we're at square one. "Let me think about this" you said, but I can't remember any times where thinking was any good, don't you? C'mon let us forget the things around us and focus about our hearts; the ones that are dangling out on a line, where birds keep picking pieces of them off each time. We're now only hanging by the seams. Oh darling, let this be true. Let this be it. Can't we finally just run away or maybe, if we're lucky, we can just stay. It was always meant this way. Don't pretend to think that this is it, because the empty feeling you get at night won't go away, it won't. I've tried. I could say in the least just be honest, let me know if I've finally lost the battle. I thought we were at a standstill and we'd wave our white flags and meet up in the middle and count the losses it took to be where we're at, the glory would both be ours. I've been waiting for so long and I'd continue to wait, can't you tell? Let's just wave our white flags, we can just leave it at that.

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