"I feel like I've lost some part of myself. The part where morals and everything just sort of seems to slip away. Is this where I want to be?"
This bed seems bigger than it was when I was little, probably because when I was a child loneliness wasn't even in my vocabulary. That's the thing about growing up is that everything you once thought you knew is re-introduced to you with your knew fresh adult mind. I remember when my bed was the safest place I could be, especially when the darkness would scare me. Now? Now this bed is the last thing where I want to be at night.
Do you see the times where I comepletely fall back on my word?
This goodbye was more like a see ya later and deep down you know that too.
When that night comes and I'm waiting in my night gown and this is the day you're only in town, I hope you know, I'll be waiting. I'll be waiting like I said I would. Those late night calls and texts we've sent, We both know we aren't done yet.
I'll be pretending to sleep but I hope you'll be waiting for me too. The night that both of us can just be and I hope you realize that too.
The music we send confesses our love when plains words are forbidden. We find a way to prove each day, that we are on each others minds.
Until that night comes, I'll be waiting in my thoughts for you.
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