Thoughts for the day: I think I wrote a diary.

Sometimes, I feel that If I continue to go down this path that I've chose, that I'll be forgotten. I wish sometimes I could pick myself up and tell my heart it'll be okay. I want to come home to support. I want to have a shoulder to cry on when I'm crying over which character in a series died. I want to yell at each other over which new anime to watch. I want to converse to someone over the infinity of the world. My other half is somewhere. I'm waiting, not very patiently, but I'm waiting. I keep telling myself that it won't end up that bad, I'm one smart girl. I lie awake at night and pretend sometimes that I'm in a movie and my other half is wide awake staring at their ceiling too. I want someone to cheer me on and laugh with me at my jokes. I want someone to hug me when I'm mad and sad and lonely and I want someone to know that I'm not perfect. I want someone to know that I'm moody and that I don't like people. I want to stay inside watch some tv and exist with you. I want to have adventures and go camping. I want to go on a boat, a boat that actually is used as a boat, I want to go hiking and see bears. I want to travel to japan one day. I want someone to love me for all my imperfections because everyone has them. I want to stop trying to be someone I'm not. I'm loyal. I'm the most loyalest friend you could have; a friend that would do anything for you. I would do anything to help you succeed. I want to be there for you every step of your journey. We could journey together and make mistakes, but we could laugh about them together, which makes all the difference.