Its been a while since I could smile a genuine smile. I've been feeling a little happier lately. I think that is a good thing. Times may be tough right now, But life isn't always going to be hard. I'm slowly working my way to getting things to be on the right track. It feels like I keep having to work and work towards my goals, but I think in the end it'll be worth it. It's times like these where I can totally be grateful for what I have. The memories I have now are in the past and it is time to start making new ones. Even though I give too much credit to my memories and how I think that they were the greatest, I should be glad that I am alive today.
There are people in my life that care about me, and maybe I should give them a chance. I am such a loner sometimes, but it is like my safety net, I would rather be alone than have someone that I care about so much betray me or just disappoint me. I guess that's when you have to risk everything in hopes of gaining, than risk nothing and run the risk of losing everything. I'm pretty sure that made sense.
Today I ask for strength to let me able to open up and make new friends without the fear of failure holding me back.
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