Thursday, January 10, 2013

Thoughts for today: My best friend is my lover, and my lover is my best friend.

Is it a bad thing to be a best friend, when you both know that you both love each other? Is it always going to be like this.
friend ---> lover---->best friend<-----lover|

It is like an endless cycle that keeps going and going. Is it just pre-determined. The mind gets selfish and categorizes the love of your life as a best friend.
Is this because in the end if your love doesn't work out you can say at the very least that you are best friends? How sad. Is it because you are scared? Is it because you don't think that the love will last? Doubt?

I think it's people being cowards. You know what you want but you make yourself doubt everything. People are happy and when things fall into place they just purposely screw them up because their life isn't exciting anymore. It makes me feel like things have just been given up.

Did I give up? or Did you give up?
I thought we both had more back bone to us; isn't it that that is what made us so astronomically invincible?

Ive been given this chance in my life to keep fighting or let the doubts and worries keep consuming me whole.
And, Today I ask for courage to keep fighting for what I love and believe in.

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