Thoughts for the Day: Stronger

I've been asking God lately for a lot of Strength, and I've been waiting to feel it. I keep asking myself Do I feel stronger yet? and the answer is no. There are times where I feel better but the sadness seeps in like little snakes waiting for the moment when you let your guard down and they snap and bite and infect you with poison of sadness or anger. I didn't cry today, well not yet anyways, and that is a big accomplishment. I didn't feel sorry for myself today and I got up and I put make up on like I did when I was in high school and I felt a lot better. I went and exercised before I went to work and I must admit it made me feel a lot better too. Its just when the night time rolls round and I'm alone with my thoughts in my empty house, that's when the pain gets worse. Have you ever had to put a movie or music on to let the silence finally break and you don't feel so alone? Its been one day and to me it feels like an eternity. But again I'll ask God for Strength, All I want is to be stronger.