I'm Morganna. I cry a lot. I yell and I always think that I am right. I'm incredibly stubborn and I like to be dramatic. I feel like I'm a person no one can really understand. I feel like all of my friends don't really like me much. I feel like a loser and a joke. I do stupid things that I can't take back and I hurt people I think might actually care about me. I don't do it on purpose. It just happens. I feel like a rotten person. I hate who I am. Why can't I change me?
I've been wanting to leave this place, not like death or anything, but leave as in move towns. Can't I just leave? Would that be considered running away?
I feel like a lost soul just drifting and drifting. I'll never find my cause. I'll never find my love. It's a disappointment I've already accepted.
"You're so young." I feel like an old soul.
Can't my heart just grow cold already. It'll be better than feeling anything.
I pretend that nothing phases me, that I'm stronger on the outside than I am in the inside. Its just that it hurts knowing the people you count on aren't really there for you.
I hate trusting people. Why is it that people only back stab you in the end?
I guess I'll call it a night. I just want someone to understand me.
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