Ive been running thoughts through my mind like go carts on a track, they always lead me back to the beginning; a circle. I'm constantly moving, working, thinking, learning. I've got in touch with an old friend and I must say it was more fun than expected. It's nice to know after all these years that old friends like you still think of me. Sometimes, people tell me, "Morganna, You're really special." and sometimes I don't believe them at all, but for some reason I do now.
My brain has been on overdrive lately, and I feel like I'm going to pass out from thinking too much. I've been working non-stop for the past 3 and half weeks, working, working, working, and where is that getting me? Its getting me a slightly bigger wallet that runs out too damn quickly, and a exhausted body, ready to just snap.
I feel like I need a vacation.
Then there is you showing me signs that you need me, you want me, and yet you let me go. Am I confused? Or Am I seeing things that you want me to see?
I've been trying to move on, and on those guy's lips I've lingered. Can I just move on? What is this feeling that is holding me back?
Things have been said to me of your life and I listen to them like its the gospel, it's how I'm running my life. It is just as tiring and frustrating as you can imagine, do you feel the same agony as I?
"Smile your smile, Laugh your laugh, and love the life I know you have."
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